I am not there. I do not sleep. (secretlytodream) wrote,
I am not there. I do not sleep.

The entire freaking 2009 year of vidding.

So...it's been a long ride, and I guess it's time to sum it up. I've spent almost an hour just doing it O.O
First of all. my personal goals from 2008 to 2009? From here:

for 2009:
- Try Adobe Premier. It`s a hell of a program and i really wanna beat it.
Still wanna try it lolI suck at choosing different fandoms...

- Try to make not only AU videos, but also some "theme" videos, with deep meaning, emotion.
In fact, right now it's kinda harder for me to make an AU vid lol

- Try to play not only with effects, but also with the editing. As I said, it`s not always good when your video is just like one big flash or effect. So yeah, deep meaningful videos with simple editing :P
I definitely started to play with the editing in my videos. Simple and slow editing now is one of my favorite types.

So here's the full list. In fact, there's a few videos that I still haven't posted, but, you know, I kinda made them, so still...

Vids I made (in order of creating):
Back from 2008, posted in 2009:
A New Hope
You're Still Here
Let Me Go

Don't Go And Leave Me
I can See Your Light
For You I'll Stay Alive
Safe Inside My Mind [Devour]
Move Down To Me
Never Turn Your Back On It

Мы Остаемся Одни В Этом Мире
Settle Down Inside My Love
Response Of Souls
Don't Leave Me Alone (remastered)
Reverse Of Shades

The Victim
The Shadows Lift The Wind [Dollahouse]
The One
Acid (My Love Will Fade With The Sun)

That's Where This Ends
My Sweet Prince

Ease My Pain
In The Deep

Like There's No Tomorrow
The Chain
For Everything A Reason
My Angel
Two Twenty-Two

And I Will Try To...(Fix You)
The Empty Room BigBang 2009 + art
Halo And Wings
Afraid (The Way We Love)
On The Edge

Tick Tock
We're Just Ash In A Jar
Oh, Death
Sometimes You Scream With Reason and Sometimes Without

Hold Me While I'm Killing You + story art
Through Our Hope Into Hell
It Takes Less Time To Drink You pretty

Evidence Of Faith
The Breath Of Life That Stops
Karma Take Me Away
You're Real

Like Pierrot The Clown
Evil Has Never Loved You
Three Forces art\4 trailers

The Fallen In The War soon
I Will Fear No Evil
On Without End (Carol Of The Supernatural)

Man, do I really have a life?..

My favorite video this year (of my own):
I really liked my J2 vids, it was something new for me, and I definitely liked the result.
Also I liked a few of my "special" vids, like "The Victim", "Real", "On The Edge", "You're Real".
And somehow I really love my "Ease My Pain" vid, a lot thanks to the amazing song ♥
"The One" mostly because of Sam. It was something like insta-vid thing after 4x16 ep.
And "222", just 'cause.

My least favorite video this year:
I'd say "I can see your light" (obviously that's why I didn't post it, neh), also "Halo And Wings" was something...I don't even know what it was lol That's it I think.

Most successful video
"Ease My Pain". I feel myself like it's something different from my safe zone.
My Sweet Charity vid "The Chain", big bang vid for "Empty Room", also my J2 vids and wincest ones.
Also "Evidence Of Faith" - I guess I can make a Sam vid properly ))
Oh, and "Oh Death" vid, the song made it all :D

Video most underappreciated by the universe, in my opinion:
I'd say "Don't Go And Leave Me", maybe because of the story :\
"Never Turn Your Back On It" - I think Dean deserves better :P
And "in The Deep".

Most fun video:
Well, The Big Bang this year was definitely fun, as well as those other videos for fics that I made. It was something totally new for me and I totally loved the experience.
I really loved the process of making "The Victim", because the video is really disturbing.
"Afraid" - somehow it was too adult for all that I've done before :P
And of course my J2 vids - all those moments? Smiles? Jokes? COME ON people! :D

Video with single sexiest moment:
Mmm..."My Sweet prince". I mean, COME ON, IT'S PLACEBO!
Also "Afraid". Oh, and "Like Pierrot The Clown".
And yes, I've been told I should work in that "area", thank you very much.

Biggest vid fail
Mmm..."Halo and Wings"? lol I don't what I was on when I made it...

Hardest video to make:
Definitely Big Bang.
Also my Sweet Charity vids.
"Monsters" because there's a LOT of manips, black eyes and stuff, and "The Chain" because I struggled a lot with the storyline. After all, I think, it was worth it :)

Most unintentionally telling video:
I guess all of my AUs. The thing is, when I finish an AU vid, I show it to one or two people, who know what I actually do. And when I get a response, like, totally different to the story I wanted to make, I'm like "M'kaaaay...I'll stick with your version" :D

The things I've learned this year:
- New technics of editing and styles. I played a lot with motion blur in the first half of the year, and now I'm more like "sharp" vidder. I mean, I like the effect and I like clean image and stuff. I guess I just got a little tired of motion blur.
- No need to rush. If you're not sure in something, give it sometime.

For 2010:
- NEW FANDOMS! I need to try something new. The problem is - every time it all comes down to mah show. :\
- Finish all of my projects. And then, maybe, take a little break. I actually wanna try to paint more.
- A few more remasterings. At least two.

Bisou ♥
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