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07 February 2009 @ 08:07 pm
Vid: Let Me Go  
It`s time to post something new.
This week almost killed me, it was very exhausting, and pretty hard. We have a lot of new subjects at the University, many of them are strange, and i still trying to figure out what we need them for. I can get the psychology, and history of arts, actually i like them, but anatomy? Concepts of modern natural sience? On the first lecture we wrote "concepts of modern natural sience" like 50 times...oO
Do ya fell ma pan ppl?.. :D

So, today i post a new video. Read the summary and notes. I really don`t know if it can be considered as spoilers...Just in case.
Oh, and YT, i guess, really hates me, they turned off the sound on this video, so there`s imeem link. Btw, on imeem you can find those of my videos that has been deleted from YouTube.

Upd.: Yay! Friend of mine advised me something, and they turned on the sound on YouTube! This is actually funny xD
Anyway, now there`s a YT link aswell ;)



Vidder: Loki
Title: Let Me Go
Song: Snuff
Artist: Slipknot
Warnings: seasn 4 spoilers
Category: AU
Characters/Pairings: Sam, Dean, Castiel
Summary: Sam became evil and left Dean. He left him the note, and now Dean is trying to find his brother to stop him, no matter what he did to Sam in the past. When Dean finally finds Sam, he knows what he has to do, because he`s not human anymore, now he`s the same as Castiel, and Sam is his enemy.
Length: 4:36
File Size: 53,5 MB
Links: YouTube / Imeem / Download 53,5 MB
Vidder`s note: Well, let`s face it, many of us, fans of Supernatural, think that this is how it should be and this is how it will be. Dean will fight Sam, Sam will fight Dean, and we don`t know what will be in the end because Kripke is like devil. Yeah. His devil that lives in Canada :?
Anyway. My friend showed me this song and I was like “what`s that? Who`s singing it?” and she told that it was Slipknot. I`m not a big fan of them, and I don`t know very well their stuff, but this one? I loved this song. And actually the story came up pretty fast, I wasn`t sure about only one thing – betrayal. I heard that the lead singer wrote this song about his ex-wife, about how she left him, so I wasn`t sure about this sing in Winchester context. I do believe in brothers, in their love like, i`ll die for you and you`ll die for me and stuff, but I change my mind for this one video. So, speaking about the story, Dean left Sam when he needed it. I won`t talk about it, explain how I see it, etc, in this video it`s just one of the reasons that led them to the events of this video. You`ll see what was in the past and what was in the present.
Anyway, I think this was boring :D I hope you`ll enjoy it, and don`t take it too seriously, it`s just my imagination ;)
Feed back is always love <3
Thanks!

Lyrics:
Bury all your secrets in my skin,
Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins,
The air around me still feels like a cage,
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again...

So if you love me,
Let me go,
And run away before I know,
My heart is just to dark to care,
I can't destroy what isn't there,
Deliver me into my fate- if I'm alone I cannot hate,
I don't deserve to have you...
My smile was taken long ago/if I can change I hope I never know,

I still press your letters to my lips,
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss,
I couldnt face a life without your light,
But all of that was ripped apart... when you refused to fight,

So save your breath. I will not hear. I think I made it very clear,
You couldnt hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you wern't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end.
I never claimed to be a saint...
My hope was banished long ago/it took the death of hope to let you go,

So break yourself against my stones,
And spit your pity in my soul,
You never needed any help,
You sold me out to save yourself,
And I wont listen to your shame,
You ran away-you're all the same,
Angels lie to keep control...
My love was punished long ago,
If you still care don't ever let me know,
If you still care don't ever let me know...
 
 
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Didi ( Amandine )[info]didiackles on February 7th, 2009 05:47 pm (UTC)
hey my friend :)

the clip seems so so awesome but youtube blocked the song :s that's really too bad !

( i've got a immem account. this is a really good website & i can out there some vids that youtube blocked so maybe it could help you.

that's really too bad ! damn youtube ! your vid is so good, i watched it without sound but the clip is really awesome !
I am not there. I do not sleep.[info]secretlytodream on February 7th, 2009 05:48 pm (UTC)
Erm...i put the imeem link where you can watch the video WITH the sound, does it work for you?

Thanks anyway))
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Tasha[info]tasha8694 on February 7th, 2009 06:16 pm (UTC)
Another amazing video. How do you do it? Downloading :D
I am not there. I do not sleep.[info]secretlytodream on February 7th, 2009 06:59 pm (UTC)
Erm...in Vegas? :D
Thanks!^^
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twery7: pic#84781198[info]twery7 on February 7th, 2009 06:19 pm (UTC)
This this is so magnificence,you have gigantic talent.Your videos are so fantastic
I am not there. I do not sleep.[info]secretlytodream on February 7th, 2009 06:59 pm (UTC)
thank you so much! glad you liked it!^^
Baš Čelik: Sam: bullet[info]cormallen on February 7th, 2009 06:26 pm (UTC)
Oh, this is so, so lovely. Haunting and hard and gorgeous. Seeing the post on my f-list that you've got a new vid up is always a good day!
I am not there. I do not sleep.[info]secretlytodream on February 7th, 2009 07:01 pm (UTC)
yay! i`m so happy my vids make your day good )) thanks!
Warning - entering Samgirl territory: You broke me[info]tahirire on February 7th, 2009 07:26 pm (UTC)
I downloaded it - I'm sick of having all my favorite vids pulled by youtube, lol.

Awesome job, like always. ;-)
I am not there. I do not sleep.[info]secretlytodream on February 7th, 2009 07:29 pm (UTC)
lol, thanks!=)
Kristin: books[info]bleu4bleu on February 7th, 2009 07:53 pm (UTC)
Your videos are amazing, and this one is no different. I love the stories you tell with them. :D
I am not there. I do not sleep.[info]secretlytodream on February 7th, 2009 07:56 pm (UTC)
thanks so much!
jen.: dean[info]jelost on February 7th, 2009 07:59 pm (UTC)
I simply adore this vid. I've never heard the song before, but I instantly loved it, and it's perfect for our poor boys.

There's so much love and desperation in this vid, I got teary-eyed watching it, but in a very good way. Downloading now!
I am not there. I do not sleep.[info]secretlytodream on February 7th, 2009 08:00 pm (UTC)
thanks so much! Glad you liked it.
Marion[info]softcake_70 on February 7th, 2009 08:16 pm (UTC)
Wow... Just - wow. I have no words, this is amazing. *downloads*
I am not there. I do not sleep.[info]secretlytodream on February 7th, 2009 08:17 pm (UTC)
yay, thanks so much!^^
BatmanFanGirl: evilsampalm[info]specialagentldy on February 7th, 2009 10:41 pm (UTC)
Awesome video!
I am not there. I do not sleep.[info]secretlytodream on February 8th, 2009 12:06 am (UTC)
thank you very much =)
whole new level of freak: DeanSam[info]shadopath on February 7th, 2009 11:02 pm (UTC)
I'm stunned. This is brillant and so sad.
It's sort of how my head sees the coming finale and next season...God willing we get it.
I believe they will find each other again but until then=this.
Wow, great job. Thanks for sharing!
I am not there. I do not sleep.[info]secretlytodream on February 8th, 2009 12:07 am (UTC)
Well, i don`t know what to think about season finale...we can only wait and see.
Thanks for commenting!=)
Marcia Elena: sam angel[info]marciaelena on February 7th, 2009 11:12 pm (UTC)
This was so well done it hurt to watch. I guess this is where the show is headed too--I just hope they fix this rift that's growing between them in the end, because if they don't I'll be forever heartbroken.
I am not there. I do not sleep.[info]secretlytodream on February 8th, 2009 12:10 am (UTC)
Well, i really do hope that first they`ll make everything as bad as possible, and then - sort of a happy ending. Well, even it won`t be happy ending, like, there won`t be Apicalypse, everything will be fine...I just hope that brothers will be together again. This is kinda happy ending for me, even if everyone else will die. Well, except Bobby of course :D
maichan: domokun tv[info]maichan808 on February 8th, 2009 08:03 am (UTC)
Yay! Friend of mine advised me something, and they turned on the sound on YouTube! This is actually funny xD
Wow, that was quick. What reason did you give to resolve the copyright conflict?

Edited at 2009-02-08 08:03 am (UTC)
I am not there. I do not sleep.[info]secretlytodream on February 8th, 2009 12:15 pm (UTC)
I actually asked them. There`s a form of protest, where you can specify the song, that was used in your video and the record label of the band\singer, and actually it DOES work. Friend of mine tried this like 5 times and everytime they turned on the sound of her videos. Not sure about deleting videos from YouTube though.
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lovetheguys[info]lovetheguys on February 8th, 2009 04:51 pm (UTC)
Wibble. It makes me sad for our boys. I know they're far apart now, but I pray that, ultimately, they will find there way back to each other!

GREAT vid!

Love, Robin
I am not there. I do not sleep.[info]secretlytodream on February 8th, 2009 05:33 pm (UTC)
Oh yeah, i really hope so too.
Thanks for commenting!
no matter what: b/w dean[info]sanann on February 8th, 2009 07:53 pm (UTC)
oh God.
I can't even comment right now.
later. After I rewatch it.
And this song? I NEEDED IT.
I am not there. I do not sleep.[info]secretlytodream on February 8th, 2009 07:54 pm (UTC)
you wanted a video for this song?oO Didn`t know i can read minds...=)
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::twiglet::[info]twigletmoo on February 9th, 2009 11:51 pm (UTC)
Wow, that was amazing. There were clips in there that I didn't even recognise, it was as if you'd gotten the cast/crew and filmed your own scenes - that's how good and authentic it was.

Brilliant job!
I am not there. I do not sleep.[info]secretlytodream on February 10th, 2009 05:17 am (UTC)
lol nah, i wish...everything was from the show ;)
Thank you!^^
Kate[info]gemini0550 on February 20th, 2009 09:17 am (UTC)
Hello! Just wanted to let you know that I love this video as well as the song! It is now one of my favorite fan videos.

Also, what episode is the clip 55secs in from?? I don't recognize it and it is starting to drive me a little crazy from trying to figure it out...hehe. :D
I am not there. I do not sleep.: Sam_light[info]secretlytodream on February 20th, 2009 02:17 pm (UTC)
Of, wow, thanks so much! I`m really glad you liked the song and the video. This is my favorite song from Slipknot now :)

Also, what episode is the clip 55secs in from??
You mean that clip where Sam`s eyes became dark? It`s from 311 "Mystery spot" towards the ed, when Dean died and Sam tried to find the trickster, it was when Boddy called him and told that he found him. Hope it helps! ^^
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It was never about the destination.: Gun[info]muses_circle on February 28th, 2009 01:22 am (UTC)
This song's perfect for the tenor of this season. Oh yeah, I love this vid!
I am not there. I do not sleep.: Jared ten promo[info]secretlytodream on February 28th, 2009 05:17 am (UTC)
yeah, the song is really fits the mood. Thank you!
tamibrandt: ATS/BTVS Fan Vids[info]tamibrandt on March 23rd, 2009 10:47 am (UTC)
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Lissie[info]ilovesn on April 12th, 2009 04:56 pm (UTC)
*wibbles*

I KNOW!! that is how its gonna happen.. they're gonna end up at opposing sides :(
I am not there. I do not sleep.[info]secretlytodream on October 13th, 2009 07:58 pm (UTC)
Let's just say I can predict the future :P
DreamySerenade[info]dreamyserenade on September 21st, 2009 03:42 pm (UTC)
Hey,
wow, awesome vid. As I read that this vid is made with snuff by slipknot I thought huh? because of the lyrics (esp. the second verse). But on the other hand yay, finally a slipknot/SPN vid. And it came out that you made it really good fitting to the text, I loved it. Thank you for taking a slipknot-song ;)
I am not there. I do not sleep.[info]secretlytodream on September 22nd, 2009 01:24 pm (UTC)
Hey :)

When I heard this song I couldn't not to make a vid for it! Such a great and powerful song....I'm glad you liked it, thank you! :)
Molly[info]aquariuskitty19 on December 28th, 2009 12:54 am (UTC)
Hi, I came across your videos on youtube and decided to check them out here and i just have 2 say you are truely talented.
I adore your videos esp this one and the afaird one you did which left me speechless. Plus i have to give a mention of the my sweet prince video which just blew me away, everything about that video was just right.
Love how you always have a summary/story for your videos. (you could write great fanfiction if you haven't already lol).
Also think it's great how you get the timing right and match the lyrics . I like the colouring you use in most of your videos and the songs are always perfect.
Once again i just wanted to say i love your videos and i never get bored of watching them so i hope you continue making them next year.
Really truely amazing job on this video.
I am not there. I do not sleep.[info]secretlytodream on December 28th, 2009 12:46 pm (UTC)
Thanks so much! I'm really glad you liked my work :)
And I really liked the video you mentioned, too. Somehow they're special for me :)
To tell you the truth, I do write from time to time. It's just vidding takes all my time :D
Thanks so much! ^___^